…the promise of things hoped for.

Twenty-seven years ago, I made a very difficult decision – one that forever changed my life in a million different ways. As it often is with difficult decisions, it was ultimately the right decision to make, and here is the beautiful part of this decision – it was not only the right decision for me, it was the right decision for one very small child and one family for whom this child was born.

Today, the thing that I hoped for, longed for, dreamed about but never, ever expected to see come to fruition on this side of eternity happened.

But, the day was not just spent in anticipation of this pending visit, you see I had lovely distraction this morning. I took a drive south to Kalamazoo to have breakfast and while I was there, I was even fortunate enough to get the 25 cent tour of that fine city, one that I thought should have cost much, much more. It seems that even in this economy if one looks very carefully that which is practically perfect is right there waiting for you! Yes, my visit south seemed to be just what the Dr. ordered for a day such as this.

But, I digress…if I told you that I remembered clearly the last day I saw this child, you might not believe me – but remember I do in vivid detail – Technicolor, for those of you beyond a certain age!

Yet, I am sitting here right now and there are no words to express exactly what I felt when I saw her in person standing in front of me. Add to that mix the incredible woman whose job it was to raise her, change her diapers, kiss her scrapes, and sit up with her when she was sick all night, and put up with her teenage moodiness – she had the hard job. Yes, it was quite miraculous to be in a room with women as gracious and giving as my daughter’s mother and Godmother are. That they are here to share her with me humbles me to my innermost being.

To see my children embrace their sister, to see eerie similarities in their faces and mannerisms was like nothing I ever imagined, and it filled me with indescribable joy.

Moreover, tomorrow is a brand new day and I have faith that it will be so much more than what I hope for.

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11 thoughts on “…the promise of things hoped for.

  1. It sounds like you had a more than amazing day. I’m so happy for you, words cannot express it properly. Hugz!!!!!

  2. Kat, your words have once again stirred me. What joy you have brought into your daughter’s life, and what glorious delight she has returned to yours.

    It really makes you realize what is important in this life, doesn’t it? Jobs, the economy, worldly possessions matter pitifully little when compared to what you experienced today.

    You’re immeasurably blessed.

  3. Rupe can’t imagine your feelings of joy, Kat. This is truly a day to remember, isn’t it?

    Hope. It’s a powerful thing. Superseded only by it becoming reality.

    Rupe is ecstatic for you, dear Kat.

  4. Wow! I’m so glad it was wonderful Kat! It must be so comforting and amazing to know that she was raised by such a nice woman! I’m glad you had the opportunity to meet them all!

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